There are the church that teach life is hope. There are the school that teach life is dream to caught. I was born so blessing. I show ppl all around the inspiration, the hope and the dream. But when i looking back to give the definition of life. I started to realized all might be just a lie. Church are lie, school are life, all ppl are lie. They lied to us, and they lied to themselves. They just trying to find something that worth living for, better than to born and die. For the ppl who put life like a luckydraw, i don’t afraid of die. I could imagine a thousand posibilities of dead. There maybe once day i will die by the car crush, falling down from the stair, or drowning in the pool… In whatever way, not to kill myself, i just wish to die in the meaningful way.