Male and female’s barriers!

Everyone was born with the barriers. No one ever said life is easy.

If you are a girl, let me tell ya:

There will be the points, you felt disrespected, misinterpreted, misjudged by males.

There will be the points, you felt jealous, envying, and stabbed back by your females.

There will be the points, that you have to try to prove the world about who you are, not just a female.

There will be the points, that you believed that glass ceiling won’t existed if you weren’t a female.

And all of that are okay, trust me!

If you are a boy, let me tell ya:

There will be the points, everyone teach ya that you are a boy, you can’t cry like a bitch.

There will be the points, everyone joked on you that you are more like a gay. So you have to proved that you are strong even you felt like weak.

There will be the points, that everyone throw all their baggages to you cuz you are a man.

There will be the points, that you will never be as strong as enough to be the man that everyone expected.

And all of that are okay, trust me!

Life isn’t easy, whether you are female or male. You still got the barriers to break throw.

Both males and females got different struggling. Let never ever disappointed of who you be.

Everybody talk, but nobody know, ” why she mad? They call her the crazy women.”

image.jpegEverybody talk, but nobody know, ” why she mad? They call her the crazy women.”
A girl grew up in a small town, rapped by a rich man. She bared him a daughter. He threaten her not to tell everyone. Her neighbors gossiped and hate her. Over the painyh of raped and harassment she tortured to die.
Molly from the Dressmaker.

What matter is you.


The mother sit quietly. She carried a little girl in her arms. Than she started to begin her story.

Once upon a time, there was a little witch who want to became a Santa. Everybody made fun of her, because it is a ridiculous things. And it is impossible for all of them.

One day  a little girl  met a Santa. She asked him, “can I become a Santa?”. Than he replied, ” why not? If you really want, you can”.

Years later, she met the old great witch. She asked her, “can I become a Santa ?”. Than the old witch replied, ” nobody can”.

Suddenly, her kid stopped her. ” so the Santa lied her?”.

The mother continued, ” no, he didn’t. Both of them didn’t lie”. Nobody can, but it isn’t mean you can’t. It’s a matter of you.

Immediately, I woke up from my dream while in the middle of the night. Trying to figure out what its spiritually mean to me?

My perfection isn’t about being your perfection.

Everyone definite, “the perfection as the unicorn that didn’t existed”. So if i added, the unicorn will be perfect is it didn’t eat for living.

There was the person, once he told me that i am good in most of the things. But my imperfection are subborness and didn’t listen to what he wants me to do. So it made me thought, “Is perfection is about being of what everyone think as the best of what they want?” 

People want difference things. People definite things in difference ways. If my perfection is about being the best of what everyone’s want. I will trying till i die, and it still can not be.

There maybe some people are wrong about what is perfection. And some people used its to conderm other in the jealousing ways. There maybe perfection is so easy. It isn’t about being 10 in 10. It isn’t about being what the best of other people think. It is about being the best of yourself can be.

“My Perfection isn’t about being your Perfection”.

The Living soul

Sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. 


The last dance

The last dance:When the last dance finished, the partners bow and go.

The memory still last, but some choose to forget.

Like the flowing river, once it go. It will not turning back.

Sometimes in life, there the thing that need to letting go.

It is like the last dance, because the thing is finished.  


What is life?

 There are the church that teach life is hope. There are the school that teach life is dream to caught. I was born so blessing. I show ppl all around the inspiration, the hope and the dream. But when i looking back to give the definition of life. I started to realized all might be just a lie. Church are lie, school are life, all ppl are lie. They lied to us, and they lied to themselves. They just trying to find something that worth living for, better than to born and die. For the ppl who put life like a luckydraw, i don’t afraid of die. I could imagine a thousand posibilities of dead. There maybe once day i will die by the car crush, falling down from the stair, or drowning in the pool… In whatever way, not to kill myself, i just wish to die in the meaningful way. 

Girls, go and looking for your distant dream!

girls, go and looking for your distant dream.
When i was a little, my dad asked me “what you want to be when you grow up?”. I still so young at that time to know what i want to become. So, he gave me the choices between being a lawyer and a doctor. I still had no idea. What life will be in the future? 

After i graduated high school, my score is excellent. And i chose to study law. A starting new is always the excising one. I thought of being a lawyer will be cool. But the more you know, the more endless dream to you want to go. The more i extended my knowledge, my dream become bigger. At year two, my goal will not stop at just being a lawyer any more. I want to be a judge. But what is going to come next, when i graduated B.A. Yeah… It will not stop. My endless dream still continue. I want to be a politician. 

Looking forward to when i was a little, i am sure i am change. And my dad change too. I told him about my dream. He laughed and said, ” i like that, but you are so much daydream, baby.” Well, how life can change that is, but i am ok with that. I never looking for outside support, i trusted on my own. Because i am so independent and hard to control in my own parent’s view.

To be continue……….

Chef Portraits: Kyle Proulx

Last week I had the opportunity to catch up with and shoot the second member of the Bytown Chefs Collective (BCC), Kyle Proulx, Head Chef at Lowertown Brewery.

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I met up with Kyle at his new restaurant, Lowertown Brewery, in the uber-busy Byward Market in downtown Ottawa. Lowertown Brewery is the latest addition to the Ontario craft beer scene, which has really become a major part of Ottawa. Literally working around the corner from his friend and Bytown Chefs Collective partner Paul Dubeau (my first shoot in the series), Kyle’s restaurant and working style posed a stark contrast to Paul’s, which I think (and hope) help makes this series an interesting one.


In my first shoot at Stella, Paul’s kitchen was exactly what I imagined a restaurant kitchen to be – compact; efficient; hidden from view; and with the head chef at the centre of the action…

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An open response to Taylor Swift’s rant against Apple

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* Updated : Following a statement released by Taylor Swift’s UK agent, I have responded here*

Dear Taylor Swift,

I have read your open letter to Apple where you give your reasons for refusing to allow your album ‘1989′ to be included on their forthcoming Apple Music streaming service.  

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I applaud it. It’s great to have someone with a huge following standing up for the rights of creative people and making a stand against the corporate behemoths who have so much power they can make or break someone’s career. 

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